Middle age has crept up on me and got me in a vice-like grip. I cut recipes out of papers, can't go far without knowing where I'll get a decent cup of coffee and I read snippets out of the paper to my disinterested audience (usually the three-year-old).
Although I haven't got so far as to actually post an article to someone, I figure this is the next best thing - posting it here. And y'know, I've just got to. I was so taken with this teeny article, ostensibly about winners of a photographic competition, that I wanted to share.
The British Wildlife Photographer of the Year has been chosen (won for a wonderful picture of a silhouetted damselfly that is breathtaking) but the author, Simon Barnes, talks about how looking at nature closely, like in these photos, can change the way you look at the world and, I'd imagine, life.
"Once you have been cured of nature-blindness - once you have become nature-sighted - then you really do become incapable of seeing things in the same way again," he wrote.
And I thought, well gardeners are totally nature-sighted. It's a gift I feel sowing seeds, and nurturing them so they in turn nurture me, has been given to me. And it's one that was totally unexpected.
I feel so much more in tune with the seasons, and really revel and enjoy those couple of weeks when you sense the seasons change, when there's a difference in the air.
And it's something that's new to me. Obviously I noticed the seasons before I got into gardening but I notice it so much more now, more deeply, more sensitively. And I think having a camera within fingertip distance much of the time probably helps with that too.
"And this sense of delight is not a secret: it is something that the nature-sighted long to share: Look! Look! Here is wonder and beauty and truth, if you but knew it!" writes Barnes.
And that's exactly how I, and no doubt everyone who gardens, feels too.